sometimes i'm so absent-minded i worry myself. recently, with work and school and everything else, i've been feeling like i'm a little past my limit of what i can handle...just in terms of keeping things (activities, assignments, etc.) straight. back in college and grad school, i used a planner to list all those things, but though i have one now, i'm not using it the way i used to and it doesn't seem to be as helpful...

case in point: beektory has been meaning to crash at susan's new place since she moved. so i started e-mailing (inviting ourselves all over in the process...sorry, susan), and we eventually settled on monday (which i had suggested b/c others said that night would be okay)...yesterday, i looked at my planner and realized that i had already made plans to see a movie with vanessa...when i told eunice, i said, "i'm so stupid, i forgot that i had plans already, but i'm going to try to work it out, yada, yada," and she - i hope it was 'cuz she was disappointed - exclaimed, "you're so stupid!" ;p yup, i've been feeling it...

at any rate, i talked to vanessa, and we're probably going to postpone...